2018

2018, that sounds honestly crazy... and I don't know what to say.

This is the year I graduate high school.
This is the year I get into University.
This is the year I decide what to study, I am not forced to study things that don't interest me anymore.
This is the year I will one step closer to aging (in Nov 2017 I turned 18). 
This is the year I will get my drivings licence. 
This is the year I can fly and go to vacations alone. 
This is the year I should feel the most alive and young. 
This is the year I will be my best me, or at least I will try.


This year scared the shits out of me.

I am not good at goodbyes so I am fully, mentally prepared to write 2017, in the date corner, by mistake, for the next few months, not 2018 for me yet, I am not ready :) I am not ready yet to define my whole life in only one year. To be honest, I still debate to buy myself a cute notebook or not and I have to take my life in my own two fragile hands and decide a perfect direction for me. Oh sure, not right this second, I will take a minute to think, and rethink and I will figure it as it goes, for once..

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