at least i've smiled

I wrote this and re wrote it over two times now and I still loose my words in the process. All I wanted to say in this blog post was basically that I've worked a lot on myself over the years and is a work in progress. That's how it needs to be. A continuing process in finding what you like and eventually love to do. And all these years when I've done projects in school and presented them in front of my whole class didn't mean a thing. I thought they were easy peasy lemon squeeze. Nothing to worry about. But the first time somebody asked me to speak in front of an unknown crowd, I froze. I had so many emotions and I suddenly lost all my knowledge and all my trust in myself. I spoke all the wrong words and I didn't know how to continue every sentence. But it ended quick. After wards I've realized, that, was the real test for me and I've got many more times to win this. At least I’ve smiled….

Featuring one of my best friends @Tudor :)

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